It was 8.30 AM when I recognized it was a morning. The morning light was not so bright as it used to be 1 month back.Oh It is December , December, mornings start late and nights fall early. I love the early morning mist and cold, because I get to enjoy these only during the months of December and January.
Thoughts are one of my favorite areas. I drift around in the clouds of endless thoughts. Most of the day I spend thinking, but when I think about what I was thinking, I have to say that I was thinking about thinking!
Today is my free day , I took leave from work, all my bills have been paid and there is nothing to nag me. I can spend a whole day with myself, my mind is filled with joy. I always have a Pen and my Diary with me, so that I can just scribble random thoughts that come across my mind.
I settled in my armchair and my favorite book was in my hand. I was in a very relaxed mood,I could feel my muscles resting.The feeling was good.But it didnt last much long. The Calling bell rang and I had to rise from my chair with a feeling of despair. All my wishes have gone to deaf ears. God has not heard my prayer. If he had why would he send such a distraction to me? Some one was outside and by the time I opened the door, he had disappeared. Even though God didnt hear my prayer the visitor did. I went back to my armchair with a feeling of good luck.
Ten minutes have passed, when the bell rang again. This time the visitor has no intention to leave,moreover he wanted to annoy me by repeatedly pressing and holding the bell.
Oh, where do these people come from.They come in groups,most of them are lame, with a card showing that they are in need of help. There are lots of people seeking help, some with no deformities. When someone needs help, they will ask for help,but they will never come again in front of us for help.Because people do have self esteem.But some people who earn a living by this way have surrendered their self esteem.Maybe they can earn more in this way , than they can earn by working.
I came back and sat on my chair again, started reading. Do these people know when we are resting? Again the bell rang. This time the amn didnt bother to disturb me again. I heard the Gate closing behind him. What did the man come for? Did he steal anything? Curiosity go the better of me and though I wasn’t forced to open the door,I opened the door.What I saw there, I couldn’t believe!